I'M ADDICTED TOO
Music and Lyrics by Em Grace
I see your gentle eyes
I’m overwhelmed with
how well you empathize
One melody to the next
We make up the rest
I asked how do you feel about commitment?
you held my hands
Looked deeply in my eyes
And said you want that too
Alright, alright, alright
Then you’re swiping left and right
I am thinking it’s alright
You said it means nothing
But it definitely meant something
It’s like I eat red flags for breakfast
We’re addicted
We’re addicted
We’re addicted
We’re addicted to not being alone
3am laughter turns into
You crying in my arms
I hold you
You tell me I’m saying all the right words
Our thoughts intertwined
Like telepathic superminds
Something’s falling in the cracks
It just isn’t enough
Cuz the narcissistic habits can’t love you back
Hiding under self awareness
You say someday you’ll take care of it
Now we’re just a song
Now we’re just a song
Now we’re just a song
I wish you could see how mean
you can be
When the blow takes you farther than the wind
And you can’t catch up
Only so much compassion on the shelf
Without starving myself
You said I did nothing wrong
You said I did nothing wrong
Wrong wrong wrong wrong
I’m addicted to
I’m addicted to
I’m addicted to
I’m addicted
I’m addicted
I’m addicted
to people who can’t love me
A nice fat bowl to numb the pain
Late night drinking
Never eating
Shutting down my inner child
Cigarettes and whiskey
Just go too well with depression
Thinking I am worthless
Overeating
Never sleeping
I’m addicted too
I’m addicted too
I’m addicted too
I’m addicted
I’m addicted
I’m addicted
To validation in the form of you
WAVES OF GRIEF
Music and Lyrics by Em Grace
Waves crashing on your shore
Pulling me into the thunder storm
I don’t want to lose you
You
You
You
Feeling so alone in my family’s home
Don’t know how take all this self control
Its better to have no one
No
No
No
I’m full of mistakes
Don’t know how to take
Isolated breaks
from drowning
Under these waters
The longer you resist the more it persists
Letting the waves embrace me instead
Feeling relieved to breath
Breath
Breath
Breath in
Now come down with me be free
we’ll swim to the shore safely
Swimming with never ending waves of grief
Grief
Grief
Grief
VOID
Music by Em Grace, Kendy, Sage, and Rachael
Lyrics by Em Grace and Rachael
Maybe that’s why I like sitting
in Ubers without my seat belt on
Adrenaline rushing to my
make believe heart pumping blood
Now I’ll put it on so I don’t manifest my own tears
Time is creeping closer to our foreseen ending
Relationships that pulse to the beat of my
nerves numbing
Distractions from all this
weird stuff going on
And I just wish
I could move the fuck on
Without all the layers
of my empathy sluggishly
pumping to an empty heart
Nothing is more soothing
than knowing I don't have to be here
Time is creeping closer to our foreseen ending
Relationships that pulse to the beat of my
nerves numbing
Bass Solo
I scream into the void to see
if something would scream back
I've been trying for days or weeks
it's kinda hard to keep track
But the emptiness is adding up
And my voice is cracking up
Time is creeping closer to our foreseen ending
Relationships that pulse to the beat of my
nerves numbing
I've never felt so alone
comfortable in this hole
Never felt so alone
and something I think of often
is shopping for a perfect fitted coffin
PEACH TREE
Music and Lyrics by Em Grace
I go outside in the freezing cold
Blues hit me hard
This time of year
Then you appear in my mind
Those blue eyes
They hit me hard
And I won’t let go of you
So you won’t go
Don’t let me go (x3)
Your curly soft hair
Caress my knees
You grab my shirt
And you kiss me
I am lost, I am lost, I am lost
So you don’t go
Don’t let me (x3)
I won’t miss you
You can leave if you want to
So just kiss me goodbye
Like you always do
And please just go
I let her go (x3)
You wild lady
Remember that peach tree?
Where you first kissed me
Kiss me goodbye
I let her go (x3)
YOU CANNOT GHOST ME
Music and Lyrics by Em Grace
You must think I’m some sort of crazy
I’m just a scared little girl on the inside
You must think I’m some sort of monster
I’ve just got tons of love to share
Ooooh
All the pain no words (x4)
You cannot ghost me you cannot haunt me
I won’t be far from your memories
I won’t be far from your sweet dreams
You will hear me in your sleep
You will feel me in your dreams
See, I’m definitely a little crazy
I’ll make you feel things you never thought of
I’ll make you fall in love with me
Just don’t think that you can break me
Just don’t think that you made me feel
All the pain no words (x4)
You cannot ghost me you cannot haunt me
I won’t be far from your memories
I won’t be far from your sweet dreams
You will hear me in your sleep
You will feel me in your dreams
OVERTHINKING
Music and Lyrics by Em Grace
Some things aren’t worth overthinking
Some things aren’t worth overthinking
Some things aren’t worth overthinking
It’s okay to unlock nasty things
Accept and move on
Look inside and hide what you don’t like
Deal with it later
Incarcerate those suicidal thoughts
Some things aren’t worth overthinking
Some things aren’t worth overthinking
Some things aren’t worth overthinking
Emulating some sort of normal
All I got are my thoughts tied in knots
Pulling my hair again
My subconscious knows
I just need some time for the pressure in my chest to soften
I just need some time for the pressure in my chest to soften
I just need some time for the pressure in my chest to soften
I’m afraid you’ll leave me
Find your serenity in somebody else
Anxious insecurities
I’m not enough
I’m too much all at once
ahhhs
I just need some time to let out all those skeletons in my closet
I just need some time to let out all those skeletons in my closet
I just need some time to let out all those skeletons in my closet
Some things aren’t worth overthinking
KISS ME ONCE MORE
Music and Lyrics by Em Grace
I feel electrified when I cry
All of the tingles from my feet to my thighs
Feels so good just to feel again
Feels so good just to feel again
But don’t think that you’re the cause
Why don’t you leave me
Why don’t you desert me
Why don’t you walk out that door
But not before
You kiss once more
What if all my lovers gathered round’
Told me what they love about me
Why do I depend on them for my self worth
Maybe cuz I’m lonely
But don’t think that you’re the cause
Why don’t you leave me
Why don’t you desert me
Why don’t you walk out that door
But not before
You kiss once more
Why don’t you leave me
Why don’t you desert me
Why don’t you walk out that door
But not before
You kiss once more